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Past few days had been intense. I spent quality time with my minions, which I appreciated deeply. I felt loved and belonged and it makes me real sad that I am leaving them behind in Melbourne. Nevertheless I love them to bits and I hope they understand that I needed to walk away to grow.

Even though I am unable to attend Ai Vyn’s graduation. I want you to know I am so sorry. I would really want to but it is just out of my league. Despite my presences, I ensure you, we would celebrate your graduation once you hit back to Malaysia. I owe that to you. Thanks for sticking with me through the past five years. More tough times then easy ones but we made to through together. I am really proud of us. Sitting here alone (seat 2A), flashbacks and memories kept coming back. Our first trinity camp to our first clubbing to our first ball, they were great fun. We have grown and we would continue to do so together.

Funny how long I’ve know you Miss Princess Sherlee. Nearly ten years. What would I do without you? My crazy angry loud funny lame awesome shopping gossip girl friend, Ah! I missed you already. It is an emotional journey to have crossed path in high school and in university again and now it is time for a new one. Do not worry. I ensure you I will remember Christian Louboutin 5 inch studded heels and Hermes Head Scarf for your wedding. Sigh. I need a tissue to wipe wipe my tears. On the side note, some satay to cheer me up. And find a job woman! Just tell them give me the fucking job! Asshole! See get job de. They scare.

Hey Jac Kee! Yes I am sorry I ditched you in first year. I was often a lone ranger and still am. But since knowing you, you have been awesome all the time. My Ani, my assignments proof reader, my library partner. It is okay if you want Kimmi, I will be happy to share with you. Monday Wednesday Friday Sunday Me kay? Others days yours. =) You will do fine in honours and after that. Find happiness with Kimmi, if he does not satisfied. Just find your friend! I approve, although I never seen him before. Dash dot dash.

As for my Melbourne boyfriend. Gosh you fail badly. But it is okay. I understand. Watch your back. Dangerous. Nevertheless, thank you too. Though our friendship have been short, I cherished it very much. Positive cheerful friend. You will do great in cleaning people’s shit but not to worry, one day others will clean your shit. I am sure. Even though you have been unfaithful always gap leng lui, I hope you find someone real soon. Well nobody can replace me I ensure you, but they can try. since you missed out on the group hug… *hugggsss*

Don’t worry Ginny Cheh, you will do fine in your PhD. Its as easy as A B C….. D… if there is one person I know who can accomplish a doctorate. It will be you. Who else has the brain. Yes its hard. Yes its stressful but nothing is easy and certainly not a PhD. If things get to tough, just go out and buy stuff. Safeway stuff I mean. =P eat properly. Time to go norsiah’s more often. Good Luck.

Goldee Cheh, be good. Take care of Moka and yourself. Life is precious to sleep your time away. I am hoping to have good pastries when I come back in the near future. Apple crumple k. Love yourself more. Its useful for life.

Ha. My bimbo Yanru. It is a pity we only managed to spend so little time together. Ish. But I had real fun and great moments together. Well I hope you will miss my teasing. Enjoy your Melbourne life with choon. Study hard and take care. You will always be miss bimbo. HAHA. Man you should have came to Melbourne a long time ago.

Yes people. I am emotionally unstable now. I feel like bursting into tears. But there is no use. I can only look forward to the future and hope we all cross paths again. I miss you guys already and I miss moka! Mokaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..

Why is there no internet on the plane *bimbo*