Alone at home in my pyjamas, staring at my 13-inch Sony Laptop screen, I can’t but wonder what should I do during my break. How can I be productive and not waste time? Since moving forward in life, life seems so bland and empty. There wasn’t a day to look forward too, no longer waking up at 6am daily; no complaining to go tuitions; no arguments to attend band practices; no late nights copying homework; no gossiping on what teachers’ are wearing [drapes or table cloths]; no rumours on whose breaking up/hooking up; no drama in life………………….. NOTHING

How’s life out there? Why is this world so diverse? Why are there people like Britney Spears but at the same time people who just wants to eat and not suffer from poverty? Why is purchasing anything from Louis Vuitton becomes such an issue? Trying to understand the world seems impossible but trying to understand myself seems harder. At this point in life, I had no idea what I’m doing. What has majoring in zoology and development studies have anything in common? O.o NOTHING? Should I go look for a job, become an intern? But what company do I go to? >< Should i just read a book, sit back and relax? I feel like designing from interior to fashion but should I?

What am I suppose to do?

SIGH