Everytime I feel like writing something, I end up not writing. Probably bored with the attitude of letting people know what's going on with my life. this semester has been rather different. i feel a lot different.i have lost the urge to head down to the city and eat/shop/waste time. one way or another, i think subjects that i'm doing this semester is awfully difficult.altho strictly speaking every friday is my "off" day, i find myself in the library. spending time there somehow feels more useful than anywhere else. *i slack at home duh* the thought of going out half a day or whole day like last time kinda scares me now and then. but nevertheless i aint anti-social. i figured university is where one depend on themselves. i use to think that i needed a group of frens like high school to chit-chat,gossip,laugh,go crazy,cry,hate etc. but not anymore. okay wait. i'm not saying i dont need frens. i'm just saying that when u're alone/single, u have all the freedom u need to focus and do so much more. for me. it would be revising my weekly lecture notes/doing my reader etc. by the way, its assignment period and hopefully i'll do way better this semester, without the unnecessary stress. that's why i have started my psych lab report/development essay/environment politics essay too. hmm.probably i'm waiting for lengie & shermie to visit me. XD

anyway about the olympics in Beijing 2008, i feel really proud and honor that CHINA is holding it. people get jealous all the time and tend to seek out "dumb/stupid/lame" stuff to talk about. for instance, about the opening which was so call fake because the little girl was lip sync-ing and the fireworks were not real. BOOoo! watever people. your country SUCKS because they cannot compete with what china has done. their countdown moment witht the drums beat your fat arse till the max. why not comment on that..OH wait..you cant..because it will take one century for you people to practice that..pity pity..you sore loser! talk about competition. just because china aims to get more gold and has beaten/still beating USA.you guys accuse them of being obsessive in wanting to win gold, adding its how communism works! oh give me a break.. just because people choose 300,000 kids to train for 2020 olympics doesnt not mean its something bad. when did training for sports is BAD? well until fatal then its bad. but have u heard CHINA people DYING due to too much training for olympics? i guess not. gosh. seriously certain western thinking is so retard. just because china's gymnasts nearly won ALL the events, you people accuse them of being underage. seriously its so pathetic.why not accuse sweden's diving boy to be underage as well?! those chineses have beaten every match fair and square with no drugs/tricks etc.

and those who protest for tibet. GOSH! go back to your home and protest in the toilet k. you guys need to read and study history books and see what china has done for tibet. read the REAL history books, those written in china, not the western media who thinks they done enough research and write about it. not everything in the west is correct, especially not the bush administration/the iraq war! before stabbing people in the back, always make sure nobody is pointing the gun on your head! eessshhh

too much development studies in my brain! kekeke..i fight for developing countries!

congrats to our badminton silver medalist too..its been way to long since msia won anything which is not surprising since all the money went to corruption, into pockets of political leaders who cakap besar buat kecil..to name a few..touch and go mastermind..flirt/had sex with me i bomb u to pieces..sleep in most of the meeting due to tiredness..went for interview on BBC but gave shit responds (such a disgrace)..oh which reminds me..pussycat dolls concert was approved..but avril lavigne/beyonce one is tooo SEXY? no wonder so many raping case in msia..focus what is more important..not trying to host olympics..which you LOST very early..focus on education..exposure..sports..you cant be modern and developed if kelantan's supermarkets has lanes for women/men and family! so ridiculous!

talking about msia..u guys better improve all those shit you guys created. dont accuse ppl of sodomy when you have no proof,you ppl failed to sodomised in 1998 now you wanna do it again in 2008? 10 years reunion i pressume? gosh..find the killer who BOMB the mongolian girl first lar! who else could have got hold on such advanced weapon hmmm? oh..i dun understand why BUMIPUTERA are so important! why cant they share their university with others! u rasict bastard..just people NON-bumiputera are smarter doesnt mean you can do that..see what happens to all the SMART people? get FULL scholarship oversea like the harvard guy! the only msian who got into harvard in 2008! good on you! who needs Malaysia's scholarship anyway..KEDEKUT sangat! all those As for SPM means nth if UM is filled with bumiputra students with 7A1..and those nonbumiputera with 16A1s cant even get a seat! shame on you!

by the way..the REAL bumiputeras are ORANG ASLI which we have no idea who are they/where are they..not a clue..those are the origin of msian..essshhhh