when things go super wrong..and exams are freaking near plus major essay is due soon but yet to finish as well as huge SALES happening aroundyou just dont know what to do..for one,hair pulling is not working..burst of tears are useless..eating chocolate just add more weight on the scales...retail therapy is just as bad because everything seems fugly ugly..and you cant find your size..and people are attacking each other to get the same thing...kids running around...oxygen not enough..people sucking away your air..and then you faint..a bit off track but anyway when everything is going downhill,you just wanna be alone.. 'studying' in the library whole day..listening to your ipod until ur ears bleed..skipping meals because that's the way to stay slim..and you fill yourself with mixed feelings..for example..feeling hopeless..sad...frustrated..angry...questioning who am i? what am i? crazy questions which nobody can answer..and realise after spending time doing all like complain..whine..procrastinating..being emo..and EVERYTHING.. in reality..you still see notes and text book and a not so done essay STARING back at you...

hmmm...life's great i assure you =)