pissed

Don’t you just hate it when it’s exam time...and once u open the paper...OMFG...what the heck are they talking about? Hmmm…biology just now is classified as a disaster...i had no clues as what the essay was...i think I only got 2/40 marks..YEAP! Only 2...and worst still...I had stomach-ache the whole morning...i thought by going toilet early during the exam was gonna solve it...BUT no...It had to come again...ARGH…dumb shit..really the shit is dumb..coming at the wrong time..it made me feel so uncomfortable sitting there..USING my brain..

When you thought u studied much more than last semester..more prepared..more focus and all that crap..u soon realised..ARGH! still not enough..ah..dun start with me.. “over-confident” or “you didn’t study enough la, but you thought u did”…I went through all the lecture notes, LMS question…my lecturers revisions class..attended all my tutorial..basically all was required..and of coz extra reading..SO dun start accusing me of not doing enough..i’m so pissed at myself..so disappointed..It’s like trying so hard to do well..but no no boy…it’s not your destiny to score..ISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if I fail..i shall change my major..change my bachelor…everytime it happens…the last time was chemistry..now its biology...

I have another exam at 2.15pm..which hopefully wont turn out that bad..as for biology..hopefully I’ll get 80/180..yes..i’m not even asking for 90 which is half..i dunno what I’m gonna do..sigh! seriously..i am so pissed..so disappointed..spending time studying..at the end cheating myself..cause at the end? HA! Still dunno how to answer..bloody hell..so much to study k..if u can do it..then good for u la..not everyone has the same capacity of brain storage u know..AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shall continue after my next exam!