Choices

Choices...did i choose the right one? did u? everytime after exams..i feel so relieved..it's holiday..then after holiday it's exam "giving back" time..sigh...got my all my term 3 results back..maths 86/100..literature 15/20..chem 9.6/10 WTF! is that ur best? always try ur best~ that is wat everyone say.. but am i actually doing my best? i felt that i could have done better for maths..BUT why only 86..ppl ask not good enough? of coz not in my heart is no la..DER..but i just gotta smile and say yes..i expected 90 plus..not 86.. literature..15? why am i getting results so low again? gosh~ how to score in lit????? have u reached ur best?have i reached my best?

as i said choices..was coming to trinity college a good one because my parents chose it for me? mmm..paraphase that..should i have agreed on coming here? maybe i should have gone to UK..maybe i should have stayed in msia? maybe i..maybe i.. oh well..after reading wat xin yi wrote about her choices..i started to think about mine..was studying science really for me? is chemistry really my thing? sigh i dunno..i'm so lost now..

i just wanna finish my foundation year ASAP..and start again..this year had not been the best year of my life..nothing great happened..nothing to be proud of..just nothing..i'm so bored trying to be like everyone else..everything is such a stereotype..everyone wanna be as hot as brad pitt or angelina jolie..or as rich as donald trump or be as smart like her or him...WHY..cant everyone accept wat they are? gosh......

argh..anyway..i should get studying..before i get "over confident"..or " u just dun study enough" all the lame excuses..wateve man..